It’s a hard realization when you give, give, give yourself to people and they fail to acknowledge all that hard work you put in to make their day that much better.
Lately, I’ve been so unhappy with my life. I’ve gone out of my way for people and have cared for them but I’ve felt like none of it was reciprocated. Like once again, I’m the rug.
I haven’t felt this lonely in a long time. Like people could give less of a rat’s ass about me. I’m just that one girl who you met that one time.
I mean for fuck’s sake, I don’t even think the people who I consider closest to me care about me or how the fuck I’m doing. Maybe I should quit being so fucking nice and just be a huge asshole all the time.